How can I describe this day? Well I’ve had these feelings but I don’t know how to say them. How did I end up like this? Well let’s start at the beginning it is a very good place to start, as I had heard off this from the film The Sound of Music.
I woke up feeling happy but then I got thinking! I was on Skype last night with a friend who use to be more than that. Still can’t think why he was still in love with someone like me, he saying I’m perfect in his eyes but I’m not I am a mess and a very big one at that. Only because of my past.My past was very eventful and how did I end up like this?
Has it is a New Year I could change but I tried that last year and it didn’t work out. So what the hell was I going to do?